my mind's filled with truckloads of questions.

still in the midst of planning for my birthday.
should i choose to for a getaway or a chalet party?
hmmm ..
  

thinking should i change to blogspot.
hmmm ..

i'll ♥ u if u ♥ me rite.

You follow me in and out of my moods and live them through me. 
i attempt to hide them but you figure me out.
''Why so upset?''
i avoid the subject and distract you.
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cos i care, that's why i am.

insecurities will get the best of me because i let them.

i'll ♥ u if u ♥ me rite.

am l0sing grip 0f the faith.
c0s ur w0rds 'nd acti0ns d0esnt tally.

LESS is MORE.
by d0ing this way it'll be beta fo' me this way, i supp0se.

i'll ♥ u if u ♥ me rite.

sharing an interesting article with u guys!

Falling dreams are another theme that is quite common in the world of dreams. Contrary to a popular myth, you will not actually die if you do not wake up before your hit the ground during a fall.

As with most common dream themes, falling is an indication of insecurities, instabilities, and anxieties. You are feeling overwhelmed and out of control in some situation in your waking life. This may reflect the way you feel in your relationship or in your work environment. You have lost your foothold and can not hang on or keep up with the hustle and bustle of daily life. When you fall, there is nothing that you can hold on to. You more or less are forced toward this downward motion without any control. This lost of control may parallel a waking situation in your life.

Falling dreams also often reflect a sense of failure or inferiority in some circumstance or situation. It may be the fear of failing in your job/school, loss of status, or failure in love. You feel shameful and lack a sense of pride. You are unable to keep up with the status quo or that you don’t measure up.

Falling dreams typically occur during the first stage of sleep. Dreams in this stage are often accompanied by muscle spasms of the arms, legs, and the whole body. These sudden contractions, also known as myclonic jerks. Sometimes when we have these falling dreams, we feel our whole body jerk or twitch and we awaken from this jerk. It is thought that this jerking action is part of an arousal mechanism that allows the sleeper to awaken and become quickly .alert and responsive to possible threats in the environment.

According to biblical interpretations, dreams about falling have a negative overtone and suggest that man is acting and walking according to his own way of thinking and not those of the Lord.

am back to my old 'nd rusty blog after donkey year! LOL.
read thru the old entries, reminiscing them..
those we the emo days, flooded with much tears.
well, it's a good recollecting of those memories, part 'nd parcel of my life.
prolly shall get my lazy ass to start blogging, jus incase i age 'nd my memories 're falling me,
i still hav this to reminisce.

well, it hasnt well a good week fo' me, loads of shits 'nd sorrows!
things 're turning sour, and that's BAD! booo~
call hope for a good week start frm TML!
YES, and nxt thurs is my BUN's bdae!!
omg, we're gonna party, PARTY!
cant wait lur!

 

memories are the only things that don't change when everything else does.

im happy, very!
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a humongous
thank you
to all my dearest who came down ytd nite,
'nd to all my frens with the warm wishes.

im delighted 'nd appriciated!
truck loads of photos will be uploaded soon k?
so stay tune ♥

DRINK, DRANK 'ND DRINKING..